A Swallow of Pride

I'm sorry I never shown a light to your wandering feet,
I'm sorry I never told you what you meant to me
I guess it's hard to guide when you yourself are blind
As much as I open my mind,
It all stops quickly,
A sense of myself I fail to find
I can't help but wonder where I went wrong
I'm gonna miss you when you're gone,
And I know we don't have long

It's hard to know others when you don't even know yourself
I sense of regret is what I felt,
I just need clarity to my scattered mind
I'd say I know you don't mind,
But I know you do

Forgive me
I'm sorry I never told you what you meant to me
I hope one day we can get past the present
I hope one day you can really see me
Not my dancing shadows
Not my empty promises