But I am not

I wish I were fearless
I wish I could tell you all I think
But I am not
But I cannot
I wish you could read into my stares
I wish you could know every look is because I care
But you cannot
But you cannot
Most of all, I wish I did not know you
So I did not spend every night thinking of you
But I do
But I do
I have a weak heart,
It has endured much in its time
But somehow it beats hard for you
I do
It has
It does
Though my weary eyes fall asleep at night
I still dream while I am awake
I still hope while I am sleeping
They do
I do
I do